And sorry to be cras but titty would be good but puussy would be better i could chocke myself suffocate my self on tits now and die sufocating on vagina now and be content , extatic and arse forgotten about what thet even feels like. But then what about dog. All i worry about is dog the pain wen shes not feeling good is all that worry about to sleep after cigaret and milk havnt litten it . Treechat is not being used as adictoon. Wat else is there . Might jot down what happened to mum or they say yesh it was that drugy son Mate what about people that might be able to see the truth. Dearr god not that it matters anymore . Just people living normal lives at 51. Why am i writing last will and testament every day. Do you think i am in one bit concerned abouut thug violence. They can only use that for do many years then now not one fuck given only about doing right thing last thing i want to be idiot ore arsehole. Much much better happy alone with dog need to actually lear to walk properly again and back totally fucked but vouldnt care lrss will sllep in back of ute with dog in - 7 if need by .campfire and parking car and sleeping in it illegal. Why do i smell comunism i had a house and made every repayment no help .mum didnt listen . And im to blame again. You get to the poinr you dont care but a few posts hey they might do autopsy. Na heavy smoker. Cancer in stomach its his fault should of eaten healthy . A steak . You got to be joking 25 bux for sausages. Im gona change diet need to lean out internal body fat bloating. Neck saw cant type dont want to read . Dont want anything accept dog to be good . Nothing else im responsible for . Not concerned 1 iota concerned bout own life not crazy . Just focusing on dealing with cmunist bastards that have me trapped and controling me like caged animal. Absolutely no chance i can work . But will be looking for another 20 jobs for centerlink. But not alowed to set up some kind of stall shop everything is controlled till they have you captured . I was working building site job would gladdy face execution before being forced to be a slave in the most soul destroying job i know very well that you must be on ice thats illegal on to get up, out of bed that feels 100 times better than tobaco that prematurely killed my mother .